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“The Silvers” by Jill Smith
In terms of favorite published book of the year, it would be The Silvers by Jill Smith. I love this book to death! I think many people will be turned off by the fact that one of the main characters is an alien. A silver alien in fact. But for a story involving an extraterrestial being, the book is all about humanity in all its ugly, and damn gorgeous facets. My favorite quote:
Being human means a lot of different cages, Imms thinks. Caught beneath covers, between walls. Bounded by yards, towns, regions, countries. Even the human heart is shrouded in ribs.
(What’s all the fuss about?):
Chance Assassin: A Story of Love, Luck, and Murder by Nicole Castle. A shame, since I love the serial killer trope.
(Why haven’t more people read this?):
The Silvers by Jill Smith.
(didn’t know what to expect or the story caught you off guard or anything that just…surprised you…):
The Borders War series, starting with One Breath One Bullet by S.A. McAuley. Honestly, I thought I was done with “the epics.” You know, those M/M series that are well known in the community: In the Company of Shadows, Special Forces, Captive Prince, The Administration, Adrien English Mysteries, etc. You might have loved some of these series, or hated them. Regardless, these are big names most of us are aware of. So imagine my surprise when I stumbled upon this (incomplete thus far) series that had lit that spark I thought had died long ago.
(I’d buy anything these authors write, without a doubt):
I should just hand her my credit card and be done with it. Seriously, this woman could write a recipe for pancakes, publish it for a premium price, and I would still fork over the cash.
I believe 2014 was a year of reckoning for me. I’ve only started reading M/M fiction in late 2012, when I felt flooded with all the possibilities of fictional adventures awaiting me. Fantasy, science fiction, historicals, contemporaries – I wanted it all. As long as it involved two dicks, I was pretty much on board!
But it wasn’t until this year that I think I’ve settled. I was an overfilled pot of stew set to boil and quickly spilled over. The end result is something less than what I started out with. My appetite for all things M/M has certainly narrowed in scope. I’ve developed distinct “likes” and “dislikes” and feel comfortable within this self-discovered limit (with the occasional exceptions, of course). I prefer the stars and universe over a ranch in the mid-west; the trust of a blade carressing sweat-soaked skin over an “I love you” whispered on a midnight stroll along the beach; the end result of love shining through the haze of a battlefield as opposed to one discovered in the hallways of a college dorm room.
This was also the year of my fanfiction addiction. I started reading Merlin fanfic in 2013, but started my addicted slope down Supernatural fanfic literally in January of 2014. This was actually a very important moment in my M/M reading life. Sounds kind of silly, but I’ll tell you why. Up till that moment, I felt like most of the books I’ve read had a limit it couldn’t cross. I didn’t even see this metaphorical line until I realized I was looking back at it after I had crossed. Fanfiction is an amazing construct – I feel like its writers don’t have to feel pressured to write within boundaries of “right and wrong.” That writers of fanfiction can write just about anything, can truly push your limits, because there’s nothing holding them back. Obviously, this isn’t absolute, and is a generalization – after all, not all fanfiction is of superb quality (just like not all published works can’t cross limits). But I’ve been fortunate in my discoveries this year through the Supernatural fandom (Destiel, not Wincest). I feel like a kid that had to travel away from home in order to learn of his or her true self. It’s like I’ve matured my reading palate for all things M/M through fanfiction.
So in a way, 2014 was a sad year for me. The world wasn’t for the taking, and I was no longer choosing from an all-you-can-eat buffet where all the selectable items are things I enjoy eating. Instead, I’ve become a picky eater – and the world of M/M has narrowed in scope for me. But don’t worry, I’m not in a state of panic! It’s like the calm after a violent storm. I’m okay with it. It will be interesting to see where I go from here. Will I be ready for the new year? Probably not, but then again, who ever is?
Honestly, it’s very simple: to continue reading good books/stories. I just want to be happy through my reading (and other means, but at the very least: reading). I find happiness in my books through strong emotions: tears, laughter, and to an extent: anger. Probably because I have a very limited range of emotions I experience through real life – I need something to stir up the stagnant soup that is my soul and let me feel like I’m alive. So I don’t care where my journey leads me – either through the trenches of a historical M/M war romance, or in a space ship where the main character is getting plowed by an alien tentacle (and loving it). As long as I enjoy my experience and can share with all my online friends, I’ll be happy. And that is what I’m looking for.
Oh, and let’s not forget Captive Prince volume 3, Champion of the Scarlet Wolf book 2, The Administration books 8 & 9, The King of Forever, etc…… *smiles*